I'm torn between my love of chocolate and my desire for a healthier me. Right now, chocolate is winning, and my healthier me is just playing catch-up. I know what I need to do, but I just don't want to do it.
There, I admitted it. I don't want to do it right now. I know I'll be motivated again, one day. But right now, I simply can't do it. I want summer to be here. More specifically, I want daylight savings to be here. Waking up every morning in the dark, spending the day inside at work, getting home in the dark. It's not living. I really enjoy my walks at night. Once I get going, I could honestly walk for hours. And I need to. But I hate the dark. I want to get on my bike and ride, ride, ride. I can't do that in the dark.
The dark and cold is an excuse. I know this. Right now, though, I can't get past that excuse.
I think I need to revisit the 12WBT preseason tasks from last time. I'm sure I wrote a blog about it... Now I need to find that, go back, and do them again. In fact, I'm going to go do that now. Tootles!
